Sitting to the left of my god, calm, not hungry but thirsty, sleepy but totally decanzado. I keep looking, observing and analyzing it, is beautiful but ethereal, it has no objective existence, but I can not help looking up every time I'm here.
I'm sitting on the left my god with the desire to lie down and he asks me for help ...
Quiet and passive, yet bold and dark. Always sitting on his throne, in his space, looking forward, thinking, leaving everything to flow through your mind, cuetionandolo all, but with that blank stare that you know he does not think, just feel.
looks at me and smile whenever I see me smile, that smile that makes me mourn for joy, that makes me want to be alive again, but unfortunately I'm already here and there is no turning back, no more to do I do not want to return there, but I do not question ... my god, how many times I have repeated these same lines?.
Me rose from my chair and walk, slowly at first, but when I look back and see what I walk away, start running quickly before repenting.
These may be my last steps of joy, but could not stay in this hypocrisy, that I'm losing my salvation, but also at the same time find my religion ...
know that time is infinite, but not that has happened ...
Walking down this dark alley at this late at night, always at night, all I see and everywhere I go it's dark. I am walking alone, always alone, confused, disoriented and semi ever lost, not complete, I chose this path, I hate it, hate it, but it's my choice, I am what I am coming, I know what I faced, I'm ready, but away from being prepared.
There are no more to think, only we found a place in this dark city where you can read my thoughts.
Where am I going? How long will I walk? not relevant, do not believe an important, I do not, I refuse ...
hours, days, weeks, months, years, meters, kilometers, none of this is relevant now.
The umbrera that makes me change, but think, that the acts incoherently in my heart, tattooed on his chest.
While walking through this valley of shadows and death with feelings anomaly insanta lighted my way, will feel no anguish, pain or fear, only the permanent arousal know me I'm not alone ...
